I often give people a break in my mind. If someone's driving crazy, I think "well, maybe they have a toddler who needs a potty" or "maybe they are on their way to the hospital!". You really never know a person's situation until you ask and if you can't or don't want to ask, then you just have to give them the benefit of the doubt.
It's strange now when I take the kids out to the park or Target, I can feel the eyes staring at me. I know they all wonder "why is that baby's head so flat??" and "why is that big girl in diapers?" I can overhear moms of well behaved children comment on my 3 year old girl who runs screaming into the wading pool after I've just gotten her dressed for the ride home. The GLARES burn when I jump in to drag her out, talk with her about it and then when my back is turned, she runs back into that pool.
I want to yell back "You don't know their story! You have no idea where they've come from and what they've been through!". But I do. I know why they look and act the way they do. I also know how sweet they are, how eager they are to be touched, held and loved.
I laughed a little about her running right back into that water! The truth is, even with consistent discipline and a loving home even my 2 and 4 year old can do things that would cause people to think "what the heck!" I am with you on giving people the benefit of the doubt...it didn't take long to realize the perfect little people I gave birth to were in face not perfect, and that's okay! Be strong...those judging eyes need to watch their own screaming children because they are screaming, or will be, or did 10 minutes ago!
ReplyDeleteBethany, thank you for being courageous enough to do this! I just caught up on all your fostering posts and am so amazed at how you're letting God work in your lives. It's a beautiful thing.
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